Quiet

So traffic to the blog has been slow. Doesn't help that I kind of killed all my contacts when I shot down my old blog. I didn't want to do that, but I had to for multiple reasons. Mainly because you don't want the Dean of Students reading your blog.

Life in general has been relatively quiet for me. Nothing bad since last Monday which is good. I'm just kind of floating. It's like my adviser says, the meds they give you cut you off at the knees and they cut you off at the shoulders. I've accepted what used to be okay for me is now good. I can't go back to the same levels I used to be at; I need to adjust to where I am now.

I don't know why I'm posting right now. I'm in a kind of odd state right now, though it's not unusual. I've been socializing more, which is good, but I still feel lonely. It's the end of the semester and the work is overflowing. It will be done soon, and then I start my internship.

On the upside I got accepted to this Student Congress for statesmanship in Kentucky, which I'm psyched about. It starts on my birthday (21!), but all the costs are covered. It sounds really cool.
My mom was all like, "we have to celebrate earlier. It's a big birthday." I told her, "Mom, it's only big if you're going to drink. And I'm not a drinker. It's not that big; it's not like I can get my license or anything" (This is even funnier when you know I am 20 and don't have a driver's license.)

Sigh.

Now I am kind of rambling, but this is my blog, and I will do as I please. Stop reading if you want, I don't care. This is a catharsis for me, the only one that makes me feel like I can get my feelings out.


Okay.

Maybe I'll stop here. I ran out of things to talk about. If anyone wants to write a paper on Joe Cannon and Newt Gingrich let me know. Hahaha.

Feel free to comment. I like comments. Comments make me happy. Hint, hint. If this were any less subtle, it would be closer to your face than the screen already is.

Wow. Humor is lacking tonight. Time to shut up now.

Good night, Gracie.